June 2010
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June 26TH, 2010
A partial lunar eclipse on the full moon. Crazy vibes.
WatchCymatics - How to create patterns with frequency
This is unreal. Sound is a miracle.
A perfect start-of-the-summer jam. For swinging...
slice of thursday
Laying in the sun while my dog digs holes in the dirt. Pruning blueberry bushes while birds build nests overhead. Making new summer body care products, yum, yum, yum.
Mike Maxwell's 2nd day of Summer fun! →
on lightness & emptiness
Even saying I want to want nothing is a contradiction in itself. It’s true, though. Desires are too many and fuel a chaotic state of mind. Wanting gets me nowhere but wanting more. Needing only makes me need more. There isn’t going to be a day when I wake up and suddenly, POOF!, all my yearnings have vanished. But I do believe that bit by bit and piece by piece I can curb this...
I need a new book to read. I am bored with everything around me. I want to be propelled into a new reality. I have so much to write about. Who is listening to me? Singing sad stanzas on repeat. Dancing spanish waltzes til we meet
in another life time.
(I am doing just fine.)
dreams
about closed books soft hands ripe peaches
wakes up unscathed unafraid in tiny pieces
honestly
I am not good at being patient or not knowing the why of things. There is such a thirst in me to know every detail, every nuance. It’s like I need to know why in order to move on from something. If there is a mystery in my mind I will almost always kill myself in order to solve it, even those things I know are unsolvable. I grind teeth in my sleep with questions keeping my mind turning, even...
Game 7
Heartbreaking. How many fouls can the Laker’s pull in the 4TH quarter? Ridiculous! It’s a shame that’s how the game’s played. I am still giving it up to the Celtics for being a more solid team. GO GREEN.
“My riches consist not in the extent of my possessions but in the fewness of my...”
– J Brotherton
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I had a lot to say & write but everything is sort of fizzling out of me and melting back into the earth. Words and sentences are coming slowly, if at all. I feel like baked bread that gets pulled out of the oven too soon and the exposure to the cold makes the middle sink. It’s like I tried writing without letting the thoughts fully rise & now I just feel like raw dough.
via hey a n g e l l a →
Been waking up to earthquakes and cold air. Arms slung over dirty sheets and cat hair sticking to curtains. Yet there’s something clean and crisp about being solitary. Even the word solitary sounds like biting into an apple. There’s no one but myself regarding me wholly. I am left with my hands,…
on my mind
The Lakers & Celtics are all tied up, Sunday is going to be an exciting game. My clients today are all lovely people, what a blessing for me. Being self employed is the most amazing & challenging thing. The June gloom weather is just fine by me, it’s an excuse to stay in sweaters and listen to the blues until the sun kicks my butt into bathing suits and hip hop. Raw almonds and a...
Heaven, heaven is a place, a place where nothing, nothing ever happens.
“In studying ourselves
We find the harmony
That is our total existence
We do...”
– Roshi (via its-not-what-you-think)
12:47am
I drank too much tea too late in the evening & now I’m wide awake, awake, when I should be deep asleep, asleep. I was laying in bed for over an hour trying to feel tired and nope, nada, nothing. All I can think about is how flushed my face feels & how warm it is in my room & how I should open the window to let the cool air flow in & perhaps the crickets will sing me to...
so...
I bought a car today! It has been really great to be without the responsibility and financial obligation of owning a car, but after nine months of carpooling, borrowing cars, renting cars, and bumming rides, it is feeling REALLY great to have the freedom of transportation at my fingertips once again. I am already planning the road trips in my mind. Hallelujah! I feel so blessed.
my dad always makes me laugh
Me: When I move back to the city I think I'll just ride my bike or take the bus to work.
Dad: That's a nice idea, sweetie, but please climb out of your tree and buy a car.
“The success of love is in the loving - it is not in the result of loving. Of...”
– Mother Teresa
in life there is
No heaven but the one we make.
No hell but the one we create.
